a day in school . without her

Sitting on the chair, starring at the chalkboard,
counting the square grids on the board over and over...
6.45 a.m. ---> 6.50 a.m. ---> 7.00 a.m. ---> 7.15 a.m.
it was quite late already, the classroom seems empty and quiet
it doesn't really matter to me
but, deep down i feel like i'm missing something else..
it was her,
absent today =(
i miss her smile,
i miss her teasing,
i miss her laughter,
i miss her sweet voice,




I miss you dear! >.<

1st time going for swimming with frens

today, me, js, ka weoi, alex, jia chun, bernard, bernard's brother, CCK and george going for swimming at MBKS swimming pool.
i din noe it's quite a fun experience at 1st haha.. the best thing is-----> i got a free swimming teacher ( jia chun ) there hiak hiak..
well... i duno wether issit the teacher pro or im pro lolx .. ahahaa jz kiding la
ermm we played for about 1 hour 30 minutes, and ..... hiak hiak hiak... i learn how to swim ( basic de ) in an hour lidat wahahaa.. ( noe how to swim a bit liaw but still noob gok XD cant swim very far )
haih~ pity our 5s1 de zhou jie lun a.k.a CCK lol----> he learn how to swim but he has some difficulties to hold his breathe hahaaah so the whole 1 hour 30 minutes he at there learning onli lo XD ahahahh
woooo... i din noe my fren them can swim quite well... @@" really surprising !!
especially bernard and george and js , woot they swim quite well, thumbs up for them ^^
the rest not bad also except for me noob de haha
i think im quite bei kiasi lols, after a tiring basketball match straightly went for swimming .. -.-"
i wonder if suddenly my muscle cramp in the water wad is going to happen lols..
choi choi choi!! * slap mouth * hahaaa
quite song today ^^ haha, quite a fun day.




if my sis din light up my fire it will be a very nice day indeed ~.~ too bad it happen edy haih~~

i CANNOT TAHAN LIAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!! PLSSSSSSSS!!! HELP MEEEEEEE
God, pls forgive me, i had it enough already, i cant take it anymore.... T.T
for two consecutive days, i was annoyed by my sis............... i really cannot tahan liaw u noe
some one pls, if u happen to noe my sis let her noe im really going to kick her butt if she do tat again zz z z and ask her to read this, im lazy to spend my saliva to scold her and tell her anymore z zz z z really speechless !!!!!!!
it is soemthing i cant bear with it anymore!!!!!!!!!
i was having a very good mood these day, but why??????????????????.........
why>>>>>>????? must my sis always make me go angry ....................................
i was having a very very nice sleep today after coming home from tuition, again same thing happen like yesterday........... again ........ arghhhhhhhh help!!!!!!!!!!!
i dun mind wad program she like to watch or wad........ as long her stupit attitude and manner didnt show up im very happy edy z z z z
she likes to put the volume quite loud... walao @&%^&*&^*^*$% !!
beitahan la.. if the program is soemthing i like de nvm.... but.. -.-" it's the program i hate the most and yet she put the volume sooo loud and interupt my relaxing nap.... wad the ****
if everyday like this im going to be crazy for sure!!
i was planning to have a nap and go to do my revision after tat... u see now my mindless sis spoilt everything......... !!!! shit!!!!!!!!!! shit !@!!! shit!!!%^^$ go eat shit la my sis !!

grrrrrrr..a.rrrrrr...so spoil.... T_T

i was having my sleep after i come back from tuition at about 5.45 pm lidat. wah.... it was a nice sleep .. really nice ... lols ( coz the dream im having really sweet >.< )
I was so relaxing and enjoying the sleep at tat time ... wah.. i hope i can have tat dream again ~~ XD

out of sudden...z z zz z z z z .... i heard the noise " itu bukan salah aku ... bla bla bla..." -.-"
WAD TE "TOOOOOOT****" it's my sis ... switch on the tv with a loud noise and INTERUPT MY DREAMS T___T ... NOOOO!!!!!!!!!
wad a stupit program... the indon malay series ..walao... really speechless...
i think my sis shud go become malay and have a name like malay Mariah bin mahmud or soemthing -.-""
stupiak.. really wanna kick her butt for spoiling my good sleep...( i slept for about 1 hour ++ nia z zz z i hate to sleep for such a short time )

lucky me XP i found soemthing i wanted to find long time ago.... but i forgot edy, it's something tat i shudnt read XD ( it's a blog )
so i read it up and ... -.-" wao it's really true... i shudnt have read it, kinda makes me quite uncomfortable with those words ... maybe i shud take it as anger releasing? lolx? although it's written in a way tat is quite general, but i immediately noe wad's he toking about =x

hmmm... but it's alrite i still can take it
maybe a nice sleeep will make me forget about the things.... ( but i dun think so =x need sometime to forget it ...) ahahaa

ummmmm...haih wad am i doing lols... i shud have offline and becom laosit kia spending time with my books ..ahahaa duno la XD
be positive + " shun qi zi ran " de do things
i think tat shud be fine hahaha... i think la

D r e a m i n g ~

i always like to lie down and day dream about anything, sometimes i wonder wether all the things i dream off will ever come true or not .. hahaa..

if everything happens like wad i dream, i think my life will be perfect and i will be really really a happy guy ^^
but sad... as we know tat things always happen in an unpredictable ways
sometimes i tot tat it was going to be a fine day... but it turns out to be not
i think everyone of us have ever been through this rite? hahaa..
it is a very mood spoiling things ~.~ really dun like it ... i think u all also dun like it rite haha..

i think it's jz the way things go about....
jay's new song Paddy Fragrance has a line,珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
i think it's true... sometimes things tat i've hope for, i didn't really have it
no doubt sometime will feel sad about it but i shud try my best to appreciate eventhough i cant have it....
coz i might not noe wad is going to happen tml... everything i have now i shud appreciate it, my dear, my frens, my family and myself or else i might regret one day coz of not doing so and lost it...

jz trying to speak out .. haha.. felt bored and can hardly have the mood to do revision ~.~
haih.. i noe exam is around the corner but, lols... i think we shud be relax ba dun be too stiff and panic about it -.-" ( even though u r not good in every subject lolx ) made things worst onli...

tml school reopen lu~~ =( T__T
walao.... this holiday didn't really did something tat helps in my studies XD but nvm la hahaaa
yay!! yay!! tml shud be a nice day hehe .. at school can meet my frens and my gurl again everyday .. woohoo~~ nice nice .. cant wait to go to school tml ^^

Exercised too much today

wahahaa!! lucky me, having the opportunity to go to Swinburne's basketball court.
wao... it was really nice looking and the facility inside really good !!
at 1st it was quite tiring coz got to walk to somewhere quite far to get my things x.x ..........
the long walk really give my leg a kick lols...

muahahaha after i got my things liaw then its time to show my "skills" liaw.. wakakaka XD actually very noob nia la lolss ... im really noob kids there XD

1st match i team up with other ppl, not my fren.. lols i can see tat they dun feel satisfied with me LOL coz i din even noe how they wanna play, especially the team leader... looks so annoyed when i block his way XP

but nvm nvm ... ngiak ngiak ngiak the second time i played i team up with my fren, js, his bro and his cousin... wahsai.. they really pro, shooting zhun and more importantly their style sooo yeng lols, thumbs up for them
ya no doubt, i feel less pressured when playing the second match ^^ it was fun hahaa
hmm hoping can have another time like this, really song ~~~

overall today everything goes well, haahaa really heng ar me ^^

wahhh~~~ like it like it XD

js intro me this song---> One by Epik High
omg... this is really damn nice... nice

then i found this - EPIK HIGH - Umbrella ft. Younha
waooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ really nice ... nice till duno how to say
the lyrics soo deep + the music very ear pleasing de + younha de nice voice
wooooooo~~~ really prefect

" My ankle starts to sink in the rain
my eyes start to sink in tears once i hold back...."

whoaoooaoouu~~ still got many many gok in youtube ... really nice
cant stop listening to it XD